i realized today that i have come to rely on a few things–like dorothy relies on her brown and pink dogs

1) ambien for sleep

2) my old but reliable contraction monitor. it was removed from my room when i started going to l&d for monitoring. we want to use it again and it has been stripped of its parts–the vultures got to it. i wanted to keep it in my room, but it was removed while i was out

3) indocin. they’re supposed to take that drug away at 32 weeks, it can affect the babies. i am deeply afraid that i will go into labor again without it. obviously i don’t want to do anything to harm the babies, so i’ll do what the doctors say.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s